nothing to hide or something to hide??confused

everyday feels like dying laaa
so many thing i hv to think of..
owh yeaaa should i being single for 1 year or wat??
haha
kinda stupid for that question huhh...
well i got some of guy frens..
i think they like me n i like them tooo..
the thing is i dont have any feeling towards them..
wat i mean was for this tme laaa..
maybe coz i just broke up with someone that i really love plus im afraid..
im afraid if i have any bf later they gonna broke my heart jst like he did to me..
maybe at first they still can be nice,sweet, romantic n all dat..
but afta a while afta they bored with the relationship they just ignored me n im the one who think like crazy people how to save the relatioship..
haihhh its really hard thou but i've to keep move on living in dis hatred world..
so i decide n told some of my fren that i wanna being single for 1 year..
but i dont know whether i cant stand with my own words or not...
chill2..
actually somebody asked me to updated my blog..
im quite lazy n dont have so much time for dis...lol
owh yea 1 more story..
dis person used to be my bstfrn laaa..
hmm konon2 jadi bff..
at last idk wat happened
we ignore each other(dis one ok laa)
but i heard somethg tak oklaa
dis person talked about me behind my back!
wtf.get lost la if u xnak kwan ngan i..
LIQUOR i care!!!
blh blahhh taw x....
xkesa xde bff pown
apa ada hall
aku ramai kawan kowt
so stop influence all my frens u biatch
get lostttttt
hahaha
im happy ryte now...
owh yea kwn2 aku kwn2 aku laa bkn kwn kau..
so jgn nak menyebok
malu sket ok..