LOVE life i guess.

hallo everybody..
thanx coz jenguk2 aku nye blog..
dis tme aku nak cte pasal hmmm laki jgak..
utk girls jew blog aku nie..ahaha..xdelaaa kidding jew..
haaa korg la kan if dapat girls or boys yg da sayang korg glew,
yg blh dgr ckp or ikut jew apa yg kte nak n sggup sacrifice everythng utk kte jgn la pk nak tnjuk ego nak keras kepala or pape laaa..
coz korg mgkn akan menyesal glew babs nye..serious shit mmg kne appreciate org mcm dorg nie.
bkn sng nak dapat yg jenis blh paham n tahan ngan perangai kte..
xbyk...ada pown mgkn yg jenis panas baran.tol x..nie klu dapat yg baek n not so good looking aku rasa dah ok kowt..
xpayah laa nak cari yg rawkstar or wat..
but if korg ada jmpe yg lagi better n stable n korg happy ngan cara camtu bgus laaa..
tp klu yg xdapat cam apa yg korg harap kan x kew cam pepatah nie..
"yg kejar xdapat,yg dikendong berciciran" habis dua2 xdapat..
putih biji mata..hahaha
xde laa aku penah hilang org yg aku syg(mksudnya bf camtu ar)..mgkn sbb aku nie xpenah puas ngan apa yg aku ada kowt..cam xbersyukur..pastu aku xpenah lagi laa jmpe org yg perangai mcm dia.he's the best among all..but wat to do..aku mgkin xkan dapat dia blik.sbb aku rasa aku dah skitkan aty dia glew2..
aku rasa aku akan tumpang happy if dia happy tp bkn dgn kawan aku or wat ok..
mmg dpat penyepak ngan aku!!



so aku dah penah rasa bnda2 nie sume n harap org yg pk nak ikut ego sndri or wateva pertimbangkan lah dulu sblum semua terlambat bak kata pepatah lagi "terlajak perahu blh diundur terlajak kata??" xleyh annnn...
kte sama2 pk ar..aku penah terlajak ckp n bwat.n rasanya smpai skrang still rasa sgt menyesal dgn apa yg aku penah bwat dlu n aku nak makesure afta dis aku xnak wat dah camtu..hmmm
owh yea bersyukur dgn apa yg kte ada.dah dapat yg ok jgn nak tamak cari yg laen..
nobody's perfect.so do i...




TO u..
thank u so much for being in my life..afta we go through all the hard tme still we didnt manage to make our relationship stronger...
im sorry i hurt u too much...
i hope we can get back together but now its too late i guess..

dis is wat i get afta i break ur heart...

dis is a good lesson for me..
all the memories we had i'll never forget dat until the day dat i die..
i noe u hate me so much afta wat i've done to u..
please forgive me...i noe dis tme is my fault not u...

if u read dis u noe who u are...

once again im sorry n i love you :(


appreciation to someone that we really love is more important than our ego..
THINK bout it n u noe d answer..

nothing to hide or something to hide??confused

everyday feels like dying laaa
so many thing i hv to think of..
owh yeaaa should i being single for 1 year or wat??
haha
kinda stupid for that question huhh...
well i got some of guy frens..
i think they like me n i like them tooo..
the thing is i dont have any feeling towards them..
wat i mean was for this tme laaa..
maybe coz i just broke up with someone that i really love plus im afraid..
im afraid if i have any bf later they gonna broke my heart jst like he did to me..
maybe at first they still can be nice,sweet, romantic n all dat..
but afta a while afta they bored with the relationship they just ignored me n im the one who think like crazy people how to save the relatioship..
haihhh its really hard thou but i've to keep move on living in dis hatred world..
so i decide n told some of my fren that i wanna being single for 1 year..
but i dont know whether i cant stand with my own words or not...
chill2..
actually somebody asked me to updated my blog..
im quite lazy n dont have so much time for dis...lol
owh yea 1 more story..
dis person used to be my bstfrn laaa..
hmm konon2 jadi bff..
at last idk wat happened
we ignore each other(dis one ok laa)
but i heard somethg tak oklaa
dis person talked about me behind my back!
wtf.get lost la if u xnak kwan ngan i..
LIQUOR i care!!!
blh blahhh taw x....
xkesa xde bff pown
apa ada hall
aku ramai kawan kowt
so stop influence all my frens u biatch
get lostttttt
hahaha
im happy ryte now...
owh yea kwn2 aku kwn2 aku laa bkn kwn kau..
so jgn nak menyebok
malu sket ok..